All Time Low

Dear conscience,

I’ve never felt this pitiful before. My friends are disappointing me, I don’t know how to fix it, and I know I’m doing nothing to improve the situation. I’m so lost in my life and I don’t know what the next corner will hold. I’m turning quickly but I’m not sure if I’m in the right or wrong. At this point, it doesn’t really matter though. I feel the urge to leave everyone behind and take up some new friends but I know that would hurt a lot of people and that running away doesn’t solve anything. I’m playing people like they’re my friends yet while I’m alone I don’t feel a connection at all. I have a bunch of close friends and those which I once considered close haven’t proved anything to me. I’ve tried reaching out, it didn’t help. I’ve tried being the friend I want to have, still no change. I don’t know what’s next and I’m scared where this will lead me.

My faith is at an all time low. After a high bounce I’m falling at incredible speeds. Just hours ago I would have raved about the high but oh how things have changed. I know before the healing comes the pain so I have hopes this will all turn around.

Confused,
Truth behind the Lost.

NOTHING BUT THE UGLY TRUTH

What is going on with our world recently? I mean seriously. Could it get any more worse than this? Just because of one silly issue uncivilized civilians try to detonate every church in Malaysia? This is so wrong & fucked up.

It seems to pit CHRISTIANS & MUSLIMS against each other.

And now i find myself in an awkward place.

I do not want that way.

Do you know how hard it has been every time I meet my Muslim friends and we try so hard to avoid this stupidity when we meet up.

I SHIT YOU NOT!

I can't tell for certain if they are affected by it, though it is safer to assume that they are to a certain degree.

Eventually, both sides will claim they are in the right with no compromise in sight. With this impasse, we have to agree to disagree. However, I do feel that we, as ONE MALAYSIANS, should step into each other's shoes for a change to fathom why we feel the way we do. If we cannot come to our consensus just yet, LET US AT LEAST COME TO AN UNDERSTANDING. Logistic & Idealistic but no harm done if we try right?

I am not saying my Muslim friends will cut me off if the court rules in favour of the Herald come the appeal, NOR i will alienate my Muslim friends if the decision swings the other way.

I SHALL NOT.

But do bear in mind, it could create an uneasiness among the two communities, where insecurities and conspiracy theories might fester. If that is the case and I may get chastised for this, I don't want to be right.

Just be matured & be civilized when come to handle any sensitive issues.

p/s: Malaysians, let our One Voice be heard.

UNITED WE STAND NOT DIVIDED WE FALL.