A SHORT POST

the big man just got back from KL! i got joys from a watch and no it is not only an ordinary watch. its O.D.M ! woowee. ive been tracking down this baby since i was like what? an embryo? haha. and if you're asking why not an old-fashioned Tissot or a Rolex Oyster Perpetual Datejust instead? naaaaaaaaaaah i dont really fancy those junks. I just want nothing but a black decent O.D.M. well, when come to think of it, he did mention of getting me a Rolex but i declined. im too young to have that crap. seriously. BOLLOCKS. haha. im starting to love that word. another advanced xmas gift perhaps? =)

WHO IS LAUGHING NOW!

ha ha. i just received a phone call from my dudette. GOD! AREN'T I'M BLESSED?!

so, he thinks he is all that and coolio? (whatever that is) so wrong. BIG TIME DUDE. if i deserved any of the things he said about me to my face, well, that now would be a different story because i would stand up to it with two big open arms. but going behind me saying everything which is not true? DUDE! facts need to be ironed out as well. here i am typing this out, smiling without a doubt, laughing even to think of the initiatives he has set up to turn everyone against me. i bet he's waiting for me to combust. maaaaan u got served! i still remember the fact that he called me his "BESTPAL".

who's your real friend now?

TOO MUCH BOLLOCKS perhaps.

well, think again. bestfriends can be your worst enemies.

days have been definitely been better people.

ALAS (and a lil extra)

phewww. i never thought of saying this but i am very, very relieved to be back home! i was busy with my humdrum and pretty hectic life, helping out with my cousin's engagement until i get to catch my breath again. and no! i won't post any pictures of them cos they are too many and i bet they would load awfully slow (the exact same thing they did to my Facebook! what a pile of bollocks!!).

so moving on, my dad got me a new heady scent or in other word a decent perfume/parfum recently. LOL. its Bvlgari and it cost us shitloads of $$$. but i must admit i did not really fancy this perfume at first. i wanted an orange Dunhill pursuit as Dunhill has been always my favorite(besides its brand for smoke). but little did i know Dunhill fragrances never were in that premise. what a bummer! i wanted the smaller bottle which was only RM84 difference but my dad insisted to buy the biggest one. i agreed on buying this perfume bcos it has a small bag and it can be a real handy dandy for me-i could put me smokes, hps, ANYTHING.

since i have it so im afraid ill have to flaunt it. HAHA-tada!

now, all i have to do is to use it wisely. the chance of buying another new fragrance only comes once in a blue moon you know.

and 1 last thing!

i went to visit me aunt HAZEL LENNA JAMES earlier on and now i am starting to miss SARA PALEEN already. (before you ppl jump into any possible conclusions, SARA PALEEN is a grey-white Persian cat)

HAHA. it's not like she's anywhere far, after all she is only in Pujut 5 bcos she lives there. DUH. then again i could take my dad's car key and hop into the car and speed off to Hazel's house and cat-nap her! WOOWEE. call me a no brainer.

until now i bid u HAPPY ADVANCE XMAS!

RUNWAY MOM

happy 47th birthday to Monica Vincent Rinding, my darling mom.

how fast time flies. and right now, i actually feel old. moreover, it’s not like we get younger every single time the clock strikes 12 because by the time we know it, we’re just going to be old and rotten anyway. it’s what we have experienced which really brings up the best in ourselves, the good and the bad. my sis and i went down to the spring and we had a very tough time searching a decent garment for our mom. i must say we had gone to all of the shops but to our dismay, nothing pleases us. after many hours wasted, we finally managed to get one.

a valentino rudy’s out wear to be exact!

there goes me money.

but hey at least she loves it!

and i'm ecstatic the fact that she does.

everytime i glance through this runway like pictures, i can say nothing but only can shake my head. this woman who is strong enough to put up with anything you can possibly imagine. i was a rebellious kid, i did not put up with rules and i was downright spoiled to the core - but she put that to test and scared the shit out of me. she still does sometimes. especially when she screams my full name, chorus included. i can never imagine a woman handling 4 boisterous boys

(and let's not forget 1 girl)the way she does. she's good at her job, so what? i've heard people making remarks about her. but that does not matter. she still holds our house together anyway, better than anyone else can. she was always the only woman i have ever looked up to - i have never seen her giving up on anything even if she tried to.

once again, happy birthday to my spontaneous mom or should i say a runway mom to be? u say.

LIFE

have you ever wished that life had no end? or maybe you could hit the rewind button and redo all the wrongs? aha. everyone does OBVIOUSLY.

a lot of times, we forget that life must be lived forward, and we end up bogging ourselves down by our past. if we don't live life forwards, we are only cheating ourselves. whether we like it or not, things change. O YES. unless, we keep looking ahead, we will be left behind. fashion evolves, trends update, and clothes go out of style faster than you can say "Levis Strauss!" okaayy. confused? i know. but the point is we must keep growing, keep moving forward, because if we stay put, we stagnate.

amid all this change however, there is something that remains the same - people need to be valued. don't you feel good when you know you are trusted and appreciated? i know i do and that brings me to the one and only golden rule which is taught by all religions - DO NOT DO TO SOMEONE WHAT YOU WOULD NOT HAVE THEM DO TO YOU.

so there you have it, no matter what life may have in store for you, you can hold fast, and be happy.

i hope everyone enjoys their weekends cause I'm living mine to the fullest!

WHAT THE---KARMA? naaah

fuhh. holidaysss. THANK GOD!! never have i looked forward to enjoy these beautiful days. okaaaaay. actually, they're not really holidays. we're supposed to do our LAST preparation of revisions for our upcoming final exams. ooo.

i cannot afford to adjourn more or less. this week has been the toughest week for me as i have two killer subjects to deal with, and the last ones to be exact. nevertheless, i still can catch my breath and procrastinate like i always do. HAHA.

i just cannot imagine that this year is the most unpromising year for me and my darling family. why? okay. firstly, i just lost my dear aki due to a-stage-3 liver cancer last month. (GOD bless his soul, Amen). next, my staring aunt Maria and my little boisterous brother, Derek had involved in an ugly accident.

(here are some of the pictures as my proof)

I KNOW!!

WHEN I FIRST SAW THOSE PICTURES, I HAD MY MOUTH HUGE-WIDE OPENED!
Thank God again Derek escaped UNHURT. too bad aunt Maria had bruises all over her body.

Finally, my mom. darren told me about my mom who got her appendix burst. OUCH. she had to undergo a painful operation just because of chilli seeds. one small crap could affect one in a whole big way. Confused yet? HAHA. cos i am.

oh how i wish! how i wish good things never come to an end so i'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.

EXAM WOES

exams are just around the corner. pfft. i need a chill pill. i have to ace this sem. wth am i yapping about? beats me. haha. GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE DUDES AND THE DUDETTES!!
WOOHOO!

HE SHOOTS, HE SCORES!

woohoo!! i am looking forward to lose me weight here. i've been carrying these flabby tummy for more than a decade. aha.

okaay. a lil bit of exaggeration won't hurt but still i feel like a 50 yrs old who is waiting for a death bed. LOL. and tonight is the night that i'm gonna start kicking the ball and scoreeee!!

6-packs! here i come!

HI5 TO THE CHICALACA~

she's a bit of annoying. she's bragging too much. she's a fake. yada yada yada.
i've been listening to my peeps' woes. okaaay, i know she does that like ALL THE TIME!
and still they befriends with her and so do i. LOL.

let me muse over for a while here. hmm. her name is still dwelling in my peaceful mind & heart eventhough we don't speak to each other for 2 months ++ as i fall for her worst nightmare. HAHA
LOVE IS BLIND MY DEAR FRIEND.

i met you 2 yrs ago at mcd. our very first conversation was only "a smile". yeap. not even a word. just a simple smile. then in the year of 2008, you have the same course as mine. (chemical engineering is so damn hardddd). then, we went out together in the miaw-miaw city. what time was that again? 3am? 4am? yah. we talked and talked for 3 insanely hours just because the old junk wouldn't start. (darn u jack! u should have told me about the battery water earlier)

anyway, i still remember people telling me how bitchy you were (until now) but that didn't bother me AT ALL cos deep down i never saw you that way and you're nice. okay scratch that. you're sweeeeeet. HAHA. i still remember people calling you names (which you didn't even know abt it) and i stood up for you.

we had our moments.

UPS & DOWNS but let bygones be bygones they say.


oh ya! i miss the times that we hung out at the lame canteen and when i was poverty-stricken as two of my ATM cards were faulty, you were there and gave me $$ to spend. HAHA. andddd i bought you a Belgian chocolate for raya gift which was very bizarre as people only give duit raya during raya.

now, we're totally apart. HAHA. you go your way and i go mine. it's very hard to accept it but hey! friends are like scattered leaves. they are EVERYWHERE but true friends are like pure diamonds which are very hard to find.

P/S: no matter how many times you called me stupid pukimakharam, you never fail to make me smile with your stupidity and astounding characteristics.

cheers to the 1 and only silly chicalaca.

OUCH!

can you believe it? i'm so pissed off at those particular people at this moment. i can't believe the fact that they're living a heavenly bliss life as i jot down all the craps that have been harbouring inside me.

those rascals are so self-centered.
they think they can have easy money in this biased half dead world huh?
well i bet they're having fun with those money they have but sooner or later they're so gonna pay the price. illegal money won't stay that long. trust me. these idiotic people will (and i seriously mean it) will pay the freaking price. oh yes! u can be dainty, refined or whatever u call it with your ugghh-illegal profits FOR NOW.

o yes. mark my word!

MARK MY WORD!

these people won't leave that loooooong.

phewww. i'm glad that's out of my chest.

adieu~

PEDAL TO THE METAL

okay. i went to this shop the other day. a carwash shop to be exact! i was so loving it not bcos they wash the cars properly. DUH! it is because it is one of a kind! seriously but the best part was i saw my dream carrrrr! aaaah! and i was told by yuin that the owner of this sporty and gorjas car owns by ting pek king's son.(or is it ting peck king?) anyhoo, my mouth was wide and huge open and i must admit that i couldn't take my big eyes off it!


and i was so enthusiastic that i took my pic with it!!
tadddaaa~


~I WOULD KILL FOR THIS RIDE~
i know! i was exaggerating in the pic but WHO FREAKIN CARES~
ooo how i wish i own this car. say goodbye to BMW 4,5,6, or whatever series
cos i'm so addicted to this awesome ride of a lifetime!

BREAKING THE SILENCE

26/09/08. 1 pretty hectic day. my brother told me that my grandpa was admitted into the hospital. i was speechless. i decided to skip my 1 and only boring lecture that day. SERIOUSLY. but i was told not to do that as sir M would be pissed off at me. surprisingly, i went to his 2-hour-lecture of boredom. on the same day, my flight back to myy was around 4.30pm. so after my class, i went back to my brother's house to do my packing. it took me 2 hours ++. then i had to rush to the airport as my sayang wanted me to come early to accompany her( cause we had the same flight back to myy). o yes! i was still wearing the same shirt since my morning class and yes sheets of sweat dripped from my face and down my body as if i was drenched in a torrential rainstorm. thank GOD i had my polo perfume on. my sayang loved the smell!

i was so seriously mentally and physically tired. once i stepped in the airport i was hoping that no one and i mean not even a single mortal one would stop and stare at me cos basically i was not only wearing my "morning class" shirt. it was not that simple attire that i had on. i was wearing a full-formal wear for Pete's sake! i could imagine all those people in the airport would bitch about me. haha~ anyhoo, my sayang and i grabbed couple of ice blended Belgian chocs from the coffee bean. it was a thirst quencher!!!! then we boarded in and you know the drill. reached myy. waited for my mum. my sayang went back earlier than me as her sis, rollie is a very punctual ladyy!! then my mum fetched me and straight went to the airport! sigh.

i spent like 4 hours visiting my grandpa. within that 4 long hours i really felt smtg which was truly and deeply touching momentos. my attention was captured by this couple. i can say from the look from their faces and the way they communicate, they must be iban. i know cos i'm one of the ibans. haha. i really pity them. frankly i do. the wife fed her hubby with her innocent and sincere sparkling tears rolling down her old and wrinkled cheeks. then her hubby decided to get some rest and her as well. she had to sleep on the cold floor with only a thin rattan mat to be her mattress for that night. i was really remorsed to see them living like that. i wish i could do smtg but i barely know them. lol. then there was this thing which really angered me. out of nowhere, these so-called skilled and caring nurses switched on the lights without a single warning. the patients were alerted by the fluorescent lights. pity them. some of the nurses were playing with their cellphones. i thought there were no cellphones allowed. gosh! so much for the 'menuju ke arah kehidupan yang kualiti' as their fucking motto. the head of the hospital should be aware of this situation. they should do smtg at least? my GOSH. so pathetic people.


i hope my grandpa will be in a good care by someone VERY efficient.

thats all i want.

SO WHAT?

A LOT OF THINGS have happened recently. good and bad. okay. most of them are the bad ones. HAHA. i'm so tired of them being asses and losers. seriously.

lemme recall back those unpleasant memories.

once, i was told to drive my dad's car everytime we go partayy just because it looks elegante and suits the night-out partayy theme. ergh. confused much? okay. whatever. when come to think of it, i am so fucked up with them. seriously. i feel like i am used for their needs and wants. wtf? seriously.

secondly, they told me that my standards are too high for them (u know who)but i don't really care cause i don't judge them by what they wear or how much wages they have. seriously. i have good intentions when come to finding friends. (cyeah right) not all the time.

literally, i'm not that choosy type of a person. i still remember that i spent like hundreds for them when we went to this club. it's not that i want to brag or smtg. i just want to jot down everything that has been hobbering inside me. are u not angry if they pull this stunt at u? so literally i've thrown them out of my life and turn over a new leaf. what? a guy must do smtg before some shits happen. seriously and i'm not overacting. i kinda miss the time when i flew out of malaysia and had a 3 decent and serene weeks alone. (act, i was with me mummy) but 3 weeks are more than enough. too long ain't good u know what i mean? LOL.

finally, they always and i mean ALWAYS say i have more $$$ than them. HELLO! fuck that! they are so freaking wrong. ergh. act, my parents do the "work for a living" thing. i only spend okay? so basically i spend their $$$ you freaks! get the freakin pict? freakin odddd. not only that, when they have these so-called confusing problems they would come to me. i don't mind seriously but after i "diagnose" them and their pretty lame problems, they would go back to square 1. how am i not surprise? can u say fucked up? haha.

well, since i turned over a new leaf, everything was back to normal. well, not everything. they still bother me every now and then. can't they just get a life? serious shit.

~MOMENTOS~

ERGH.

MONDAY. 9/9/08.

AN UNFORGETTABLE DAY.

like seriously. i was so fucked up. i came late for my exam. LIKE 5 MINUTES LATE.

SIR "ANONYMOUS" was so pissed off at me. i didn't care any less. HAH!

i was told to stand outside. for a minute, i thought i was asked to go back or whatever shit. ironically, he asked me to come in and obviously i did. DUH? when come to think of it, i was treated like a 7-year-old kid. absurd? embarassing much? tell me about it!

okay. below here is a short dialogue between us.

• sir : darrel, how many times have i told you to be punctual!
• me : (punctual my ass) sooorry?
• sir : (10 minutes of his lectures)
• me : (smiling)
• sir : you came late and yet you're still smiling and smug.
• me : double sooooorryyy.

and i walked away from him and looked for a seat. him? he was still yapping. yada yada yada.

BUT BEFORE ALL THOSE CRAPS. THIS IS WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO ME.

BEFORE I REACHED MY LECTURE ROOM, I FREAKIN FELL FROM THE FREAKIN STAIRS!

MORE EMBARASSING MOMENTOS.

that is why i was smiling when that old cranky guy lectured me cause i couldn't stand recapturing the image of myself falling from the stairs and YESS! THE PEOPLE WERE DOING THE "STOP&STARE" THING.

FINALLY, THE BEST PART IS YET TO COME.

after all those so-called melodramatic scenes, i got back to my hostel and lied my ass onto my bed.

AND..

GUESS WHAT?

I LOST MY FREAKIN ROOM KEYSSSS!

without them not only i couldn't unlock the door, i couldn't open my wardrobe as well!

i searched for them hi & lo and couldn't be found anywhere.

can i be any "luckier"?

last of all, i didn't really give a damn to anything and straight away went to sleep.

..and that's just about it..