Saturday, September 27, 2008

BREAKING THE SILENCE

26/09/08. 1 pretty hectic day. my brother told me that my grandpa was admitted into the hospital. i was speechless. i decided to skip my 1 and only boring lecture that day. SERIOUSLY. but i was told not to do that as sir M would be pissed off at me. surprisingly, i went to his 2-hour-lecture of boredom. on the same day, my flight back to myy was around 4.30pm. so after my class, i went back to my brother's house to do my packing. it took me 2 hours ++. then i had to rush to the airport as my sayang wanted me to come early to accompany her( cause we had the same flight back to myy). o yes! i was still wearing the same shirt since my morning class and yes sheets of sweat dripped from my face and down my body as if i was drenched in a torrential rainstorm. thank GOD i had my polo perfume on. my sayang loved the smell!

i was so seriously mentally and physically tired. once i stepped in the airport i was hoping that no one and i mean not even a single mortal one would stop and stare at me cos basically i was not only wearing my "morning class" shirt. it was not that simple attire that i had on. i was wearing a full-formal wear for Pete's sake! i could imagine all those people in the airport would bitch about me. haha~ anyhoo, my sayang and i grabbed couple of ice blended Belgian chocs from the coffee bean. it was a thirst quencher!!!! then we boarded in and you know the drill. reached myy. waited for my mum. my sayang went back earlier than me as her sis, rollie is a very punctual ladyy!! then my mum fetched me and straight went to the airport! sigh.

i spent like 4 hours visiting my grandpa. within that 4 long hours i really felt smtg which was truly and deeply touching momentos. my attention was captured by this couple. i can say from the look from their faces and the way they communicate, they must be iban. i know cos i'm one of the ibans. haha. i really pity them. frankly i do. the wife fed her hubby with her innocent and sincere sparkling tears rolling down her old and wrinkled cheeks. then her hubby decided to get some rest and her as well. she had to sleep on the cold floor with only a thin rattan mat to be her mattress for that night. i was really remorsed to see them living like that. i wish i could do smtg but i barely know them. lol. then there was this thing which really angered me. out of nowhere, these so-called skilled and caring nurses switched on the lights without a single warning. the patients were alerted by the fluorescent lights. pity them. some of the nurses were playing with their cellphones. i thought there were no cellphones allowed. gosh! so much for the 'menuju ke arah kehidupan yang kualiti' as their fucking motto. the head of the hospital should be aware of this situation. they should do smtg at least? my GOSH. so pathetic people.


i hope my grandpa will be in a good care by someone VERY efficient.

thats all i want.