MIA much?

Sorry for MIA for quite some time. Been busy for a whiiiiiiillllleeee. Ugh. I just loathe being a student & I love my girlfriend. Okay. Random much?

Have a blast, readers!

All Time Low

Dear conscience,

I’ve never felt this pitiful before. My friends are disappointing me, I don’t know how to fix it, and I know I’m doing nothing to improve the situation. I’m so lost in my life and I don’t know what the next corner will hold. I’m turning quickly but I’m not sure if I’m in the right or wrong. At this point, it doesn’t really matter though. I feel the urge to leave everyone behind and take up some new friends but I know that would hurt a lot of people and that running away doesn’t solve anything. I’m playing people like they’re my friends yet while I’m alone I don’t feel a connection at all. I have a bunch of close friends and those which I once considered close haven’t proved anything to me. I’ve tried reaching out, it didn’t help. I’ve tried being the friend I want to have, still no change. I don’t know what’s next and I’m scared where this will lead me.

My faith is at an all time low. After a high bounce I’m falling at incredible speeds. Just hours ago I would have raved about the high but oh how things have changed. I know before the healing comes the pain so I have hopes this will all turn around.

Confused,
Truth behind the Lost.

YUHUU

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NOTHING BUT THE UGLY TRUTH

What is going on with our world recently? I mean seriously. Could it get any more worse than this? Just because of one silly issue uncivilized civilians try to detonate every church in Malaysia? This is so wrong & fucked up.

It seems to pit CHRISTIANS & MUSLIMS against each other.

And now i find myself in an awkward place.

I do not want that way.

Do you know how hard it has been every time I meet my Muslim friends and we try so hard to avoid this stupidity when we meet up.

I SHIT YOU NOT!

I can't tell for certain if they are affected by it, though it is safer to assume that they are to a certain degree.

Eventually, both sides will claim they are in the right with no compromise in sight. With this impasse, we have to agree to disagree. However, I do feel that we, as ONE MALAYSIANS, should step into each other's shoes for a change to fathom why we feel the way we do. If we cannot come to our consensus just yet, LET US AT LEAST COME TO AN UNDERSTANDING. Logistic & Idealistic but no harm done if we try right?

I am not saying my Muslim friends will cut me off if the court rules in favour of the Herald come the appeal, NOR i will alienate my Muslim friends if the decision swings the other way.

I SHALL NOT.

But do bear in mind, it could create an uneasiness among the two communities, where insecurities and conspiracy theories might fester. If that is the case and I may get chastised for this, I don't want to be right.

Just be matured & be civilized when come to handle any sensitive issues.

p/s: Malaysians, let our One Voice be heard.

UNITED WE STAND NOT DIVIDED WE FALL.

RESOLUTIONS

Some people hate
Some people love

Some people are procrastinators
Some people act now

Some people love to point fingers
Some people love to extend their hands

Some people question every answer
Some people have an answer to every question

Some people hate to lose an argument
Some people love to win hearts

Some people want a change
Some people want to be the change

Some people are blind except to their own colour
Some people are colour blind

Some people are proud to belong to their race
Some people take pride in belonging to the human race

This New Year, it is not about who is perfect and who is not. It is about sharing One Legacy, One Destiny, 1 MALAYSIA. Because to build a GREAT nation we must all learn to see the perfections in the imperfections.

MAY 2010 BE ONE HELLUVA YEAR TO US MANKIND.

CHEERS.

LESSON LEARNT

IT IS 4.00 A.M AND IM STILL SITTING & FACING MY PC.

i am so fucked right now.

why didnt i listen to my aunt. i should have. well, there is no point to cry over a spilt milk. there are cases when we accidentally left our car keys inside and if we carry along our own spare set of car keys then i guess there are no problemo but most of the time we dont carry our spare keys cos no one does. LOL.

this is what actually happpened.

i came over to my relatives' house for a bbq/birthday party. so, we kinda had fun, i got tired, went back to my other aunt place (i had to stay there alone cos no one is taking care of her house as she is in oman) and i think you know how the rest went. long story short, i was supposed to sleep over at their house and they decided to fetch me but noooooo..i was toooo stubborn to drive on my own. so when i did, i finally came to their house and was remotely stupid the fact that i got out from the car and slammed the door REALLY HARD and the door automatically locked itself and ALL MY PERSONAL THINGS ARE INSIDE THAT STUPID CAR. it was around 12.30 a.m. sharp! not to mention the lights and the radio were ON. i freaked out and panicked. i mean who wouldnt right?

so, my relative and i put our hardest effort to unlock the door with PARANG, SESIKU, PISAU, and SCREW DRIVER. to our dismay, nothing fucking works and yes i did call my family but instead of getting help from them i got scolded.

congratufuckinglations darrell

so i had no choice but to spend exactly 3 excruciating hours to unlock it but IT WONT BUDGE.

you know, when you come to a point where you really cannot do anything to resolve a major problem you may result to do things you cant possibly imagine. trust me, i did that.

i called the friggin police!!! YES THE POLICE!!!

some serious pile of bollocks ey?

below here are the rough conversations between me and the helpful policeman

police : hello !@#$%^?

D : hello ini polis miri ka?

police : ya, ada apa yang saya boleh bantu?

D : saya mahu minta tolong......(i told him what happened)..

police : oh? jadi kamu mahu kami tolong kamu untuk buka pintu la?

D : ya, bolehkah? (i was thinking 'seriously man, could he really do that?")

police : maaf ya, kami ini polis dan kami tidak buat kerja sebegitu. encik, patut minta

tolong daripada kawan-kawan encik!

conversation ends.........

some 1 MALAYSIA SPIRIT HUH?

so we kinda let the engine running and wait until the next day.

how stupid is that?

you tell me.

lesson learnt : never ever drive ANY PROTON!!

SOI!

JUST CAN'T SAY GOODBYE YET

HAPPY EID-UL FITRI TO ALL OF MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!

ahh. it has been a while since i jotted down all my personal complaints and the good times! regardless, i had a blast during raya and i am looking forward for a better one next year. did a lot of catching up with some old friends and kinda made some new frenemies. HAHA. as far as im concern raya is about forgiving someone who has wronged us in the past right? ironically, after some horrible things happened in the past 2 years, some of them can be remotely "JAHIL" at times.

SOME PEOPLE.

why do good things always come to end?

i hope everyone is having a-raya-blast like i did.

TUCHE.