PEDAL TO THE METAL

okay. i went to this shop the other day. a carwash shop to be exact! i was so loving it not bcos they wash the cars properly. DUH! it is because it is one of a kind! seriously but the best part was i saw my dream carrrrr! aaaah! and i was told by yuin that the owner of this sporty and gorjas car owns by ting pek king's son.(or is it ting peck king?) anyhoo, my mouth was wide and huge open and i must admit that i couldn't take my big eyes off it!


and i was so enthusiastic that i took my pic with it!!
tadddaaa~


~I WOULD KILL FOR THIS RIDE~
i know! i was exaggerating in the pic but WHO FREAKIN CARES~
ooo how i wish i own this car. say goodbye to BMW 4,5,6, or whatever series
cos i'm so addicted to this awesome ride of a lifetime!

BREAKING THE SILENCE

26/09/08. 1 pretty hectic day. my brother told me that my grandpa was admitted into the hospital. i was speechless. i decided to skip my 1 and only boring lecture that day. SERIOUSLY. but i was told not to do that as sir M would be pissed off at me. surprisingly, i went to his 2-hour-lecture of boredom. on the same day, my flight back to myy was around 4.30pm. so after my class, i went back to my brother's house to do my packing. it took me 2 hours ++. then i had to rush to the airport as my sayang wanted me to come early to accompany her( cause we had the same flight back to myy). o yes! i was still wearing the same shirt since my morning class and yes sheets of sweat dripped from my face and down my body as if i was drenched in a torrential rainstorm. thank GOD i had my polo perfume on. my sayang loved the smell!

i was so seriously mentally and physically tired. once i stepped in the airport i was hoping that no one and i mean not even a single mortal one would stop and stare at me cos basically i was not only wearing my "morning class" shirt. it was not that simple attire that i had on. i was wearing a full-formal wear for Pete's sake! i could imagine all those people in the airport would bitch about me. haha~ anyhoo, my sayang and i grabbed couple of ice blended Belgian chocs from the coffee bean. it was a thirst quencher!!!! then we boarded in and you know the drill. reached myy. waited for my mum. my sayang went back earlier than me as her sis, rollie is a very punctual ladyy!! then my mum fetched me and straight went to the airport! sigh.

i spent like 4 hours visiting my grandpa. within that 4 long hours i really felt smtg which was truly and deeply touching momentos. my attention was captured by this couple. i can say from the look from their faces and the way they communicate, they must be iban. i know cos i'm one of the ibans. haha. i really pity them. frankly i do. the wife fed her hubby with her innocent and sincere sparkling tears rolling down her old and wrinkled cheeks. then her hubby decided to get some rest and her as well. she had to sleep on the cold floor with only a thin rattan mat to be her mattress for that night. i was really remorsed to see them living like that. i wish i could do smtg but i barely know them. lol. then there was this thing which really angered me. out of nowhere, these so-called skilled and caring nurses switched on the lights without a single warning. the patients were alerted by the fluorescent lights. pity them. some of the nurses were playing with their cellphones. i thought there were no cellphones allowed. gosh! so much for the 'menuju ke arah kehidupan yang kualiti' as their fucking motto. the head of the hospital should be aware of this situation. they should do smtg at least? my GOSH. so pathetic people.


i hope my grandpa will be in a good care by someone VERY efficient.

thats all i want.

SO WHAT?

A LOT OF THINGS have happened recently. good and bad. okay. most of them are the bad ones. HAHA. i'm so tired of them being asses and losers. seriously.

lemme recall back those unpleasant memories.

once, i was told to drive my dad's car everytime we go partayy just because it looks elegante and suits the night-out partayy theme. ergh. confused much? okay. whatever. when come to think of it, i am so fucked up with them. seriously. i feel like i am used for their needs and wants. wtf? seriously.

secondly, they told me that my standards are too high for them (u know who)but i don't really care cause i don't judge them by what they wear or how much wages they have. seriously. i have good intentions when come to finding friends. (cyeah right) not all the time.

literally, i'm not that choosy type of a person. i still remember that i spent like hundreds for them when we went to this club. it's not that i want to brag or smtg. i just want to jot down everything that has been hobbering inside me. are u not angry if they pull this stunt at u? so literally i've thrown them out of my life and turn over a new leaf. what? a guy must do smtg before some shits happen. seriously and i'm not overacting. i kinda miss the time when i flew out of malaysia and had a 3 decent and serene weeks alone. (act, i was with me mummy) but 3 weeks are more than enough. too long ain't good u know what i mean? LOL.

finally, they always and i mean ALWAYS say i have more $$$ than them. HELLO! fuck that! they are so freaking wrong. ergh. act, my parents do the "work for a living" thing. i only spend okay? so basically i spend their $$$ you freaks! get the freakin pict? freakin odddd. not only that, when they have these so-called confusing problems they would come to me. i don't mind seriously but after i "diagnose" them and their pretty lame problems, they would go back to square 1. how am i not surprise? can u say fucked up? haha.

well, since i turned over a new leaf, everything was back to normal. well, not everything. they still bother me every now and then. can't they just get a life? serious shit.

~MOMENTOS~

ERGH.

MONDAY. 9/9/08.

AN UNFORGETTABLE DAY.

like seriously. i was so fucked up. i came late for my exam. LIKE 5 MINUTES LATE.

SIR "ANONYMOUS" was so pissed off at me. i didn't care any less. HAH!

i was told to stand outside. for a minute, i thought i was asked to go back or whatever shit. ironically, he asked me to come in and obviously i did. DUH? when come to think of it, i was treated like a 7-year-old kid. absurd? embarassing much? tell me about it!

okay. below here is a short dialogue between us.

• sir : darrel, how many times have i told you to be punctual!
• me : (punctual my ass) sooorry?
• sir : (10 minutes of his lectures)
• me : (smiling)
• sir : you came late and yet you're still smiling and smug.
• me : double sooooorryyy.

and i walked away from him and looked for a seat. him? he was still yapping. yada yada yada.

BUT BEFORE ALL THOSE CRAPS. THIS IS WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO ME.

BEFORE I REACHED MY LECTURE ROOM, I FREAKIN FELL FROM THE FREAKIN STAIRS!

MORE EMBARASSING MOMENTOS.

that is why i was smiling when that old cranky guy lectured me cause i couldn't stand recapturing the image of myself falling from the stairs and YESS! THE PEOPLE WERE DOING THE "STOP&STARE" THING.

FINALLY, THE BEST PART IS YET TO COME.

after all those so-called melodramatic scenes, i got back to my hostel and lied my ass onto my bed.

AND..

GUESS WHAT?

I LOST MY FREAKIN ROOM KEYSSSS!

without them not only i couldn't unlock the door, i couldn't open my wardrobe as well!

i searched for them hi & lo and couldn't be found anywhere.

can i be any "luckier"?

last of all, i didn't really give a damn to anything and straight away went to sleep.

..and that's just about it..