ALAS (and a lil extra)

phewww. i never thought of saying this but i am very, very relieved to be back home! i was busy with my humdrum and pretty hectic life, helping out with my cousin's engagement until i get to catch my breath again. and no! i won't post any pictures of them cos they are too many and i bet they would load awfully slow (the exact same thing they did to my Facebook! what a pile of bollocks!!).

so moving on, my dad got me a new heady scent or in other word a decent perfume/parfum recently. LOL. its Bvlgari and it cost us shitloads of $$$. but i must admit i did not really fancy this perfume at first. i wanted an orange Dunhill pursuit as Dunhill has been always my favorite(besides its brand for smoke). but little did i know Dunhill fragrances never were in that premise. what a bummer! i wanted the smaller bottle which was only RM84 difference but my dad insisted to buy the biggest one. i agreed on buying this perfume bcos it has a small bag and it can be a real handy dandy for me-i could put me smokes, hps, ANYTHING.

since i have it so im afraid ill have to flaunt it. HAHA-tada!

now, all i have to do is to use it wisely. the chance of buying another new fragrance only comes once in a blue moon you know.

and 1 last thing!

i went to visit me aunt HAZEL LENNA JAMES earlier on and now i am starting to miss SARA PALEEN already. (before you ppl jump into any possible conclusions, SARA PALEEN is a grey-white Persian cat)

HAHA. it's not like she's anywhere far, after all she is only in Pujut 5 bcos she lives there. DUH. then again i could take my dad's car key and hop into the car and speed off to Hazel's house and cat-nap her! WOOWEE. call me a no brainer.

until now i bid u HAPPY ADVANCE XMAS!

RUNWAY MOM

happy 47th birthday to Monica Vincent Rinding, my darling mom.

how fast time flies. and right now, i actually feel old. moreover, it’s not like we get younger every single time the clock strikes 12 because by the time we know it, we’re just going to be old and rotten anyway. it’s what we have experienced which really brings up the best in ourselves, the good and the bad. my sis and i went down to the spring and we had a very tough time searching a decent garment for our mom. i must say we had gone to all of the shops but to our dismay, nothing pleases us. after many hours wasted, we finally managed to get one.

a valentino rudy’s out wear to be exact!

there goes me money.

but hey at least she loves it!

and i'm ecstatic the fact that she does.

everytime i glance through this runway like pictures, i can say nothing but only can shake my head. this woman who is strong enough to put up with anything you can possibly imagine. i was a rebellious kid, i did not put up with rules and i was downright spoiled to the core - but she put that to test and scared the shit out of me. she still does sometimes. especially when she screams my full name, chorus included. i can never imagine a woman handling 4 boisterous boys

(and let's not forget 1 girl)the way she does. she's good at her job, so what? i've heard people making remarks about her. but that does not matter. she still holds our house together anyway, better than anyone else can. she was always the only woman i have ever looked up to - i have never seen her giving up on anything even if she tried to.

once again, happy birthday to my spontaneous mom or should i say a runway mom to be? u say.

LIFE

have you ever wished that life had no end? or maybe you could hit the rewind button and redo all the wrongs? aha. everyone does OBVIOUSLY.

a lot of times, we forget that life must be lived forward, and we end up bogging ourselves down by our past. if we don't live life forwards, we are only cheating ourselves. whether we like it or not, things change. O YES. unless, we keep looking ahead, we will be left behind. fashion evolves, trends update, and clothes go out of style faster than you can say "Levis Strauss!" okaayy. confused? i know. but the point is we must keep growing, keep moving forward, because if we stay put, we stagnate.

amid all this change however, there is something that remains the same - people need to be valued. don't you feel good when you know you are trusted and appreciated? i know i do and that brings me to the one and only golden rule which is taught by all religions - DO NOT DO TO SOMEONE WHAT YOU WOULD NOT HAVE THEM DO TO YOU.

so there you have it, no matter what life may have in store for you, you can hold fast, and be happy.

i hope everyone enjoys their weekends cause I'm living mine to the fullest!

WHAT THE---KARMA? naaah

fuhh. holidaysss. THANK GOD!! never have i looked forward to enjoy these beautiful days. okaaaaay. actually, they're not really holidays. we're supposed to do our LAST preparation of revisions for our upcoming final exams. ooo.

i cannot afford to adjourn more or less. this week has been the toughest week for me as i have two killer subjects to deal with, and the last ones to be exact. nevertheless, i still can catch my breath and procrastinate like i always do. HAHA.

i just cannot imagine that this year is the most unpromising year for me and my darling family. why? okay. firstly, i just lost my dear aki due to a-stage-3 liver cancer last month. (GOD bless his soul, Amen). next, my staring aunt Maria and my little boisterous brother, Derek had involved in an ugly accident.

(here are some of the pictures as my proof)

I KNOW!!

WHEN I FIRST SAW THOSE PICTURES, I HAD MY MOUTH HUGE-WIDE OPENED!
Thank God again Derek escaped UNHURT. too bad aunt Maria had bruises all over her body.

Finally, my mom. darren told me about my mom who got her appendix burst. OUCH. she had to undergo a painful operation just because of chilli seeds. one small crap could affect one in a whole big way. Confused yet? HAHA. cos i am.

oh how i wish! how i wish good things never come to an end so i'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.

EXAM WOES

exams are just around the corner. pfft. i need a chill pill. i have to ace this sem. wth am i yapping about? beats me. haha. GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE DUDES AND THE DUDETTES!!
WOOHOO!

HE SHOOTS, HE SCORES!

woohoo!! i am looking forward to lose me weight here. i've been carrying these flabby tummy for more than a decade. aha.

okaay. a lil bit of exaggeration won't hurt but still i feel like a 50 yrs old who is waiting for a death bed. LOL. and tonight is the night that i'm gonna start kicking the ball and scoreeee!!

6-packs! here i come!

HI5 TO THE CHICALACA~

she's a bit of annoying. she's bragging too much. she's a fake. yada yada yada.
i've been listening to my peeps' woes. okaaay, i know she does that like ALL THE TIME!
and still they befriends with her and so do i. LOL.

let me muse over for a while here. hmm. her name is still dwelling in my peaceful mind & heart eventhough we don't speak to each other for 2 months ++ as i fall for her worst nightmare. HAHA
LOVE IS BLIND MY DEAR FRIEND.

i met you 2 yrs ago at mcd. our very first conversation was only "a smile". yeap. not even a word. just a simple smile. then in the year of 2008, you have the same course as mine. (chemical engineering is so damn hardddd). then, we went out together in the miaw-miaw city. what time was that again? 3am? 4am? yah. we talked and talked for 3 insanely hours just because the old junk wouldn't start. (darn u jack! u should have told me about the battery water earlier)

anyway, i still remember people telling me how bitchy you were (until now) but that didn't bother me AT ALL cos deep down i never saw you that way and you're nice. okay scratch that. you're sweeeeeet. HAHA. i still remember people calling you names (which you didn't even know abt it) and i stood up for you.

we had our moments.

UPS & DOWNS but let bygones be bygones they say.


oh ya! i miss the times that we hung out at the lame canteen and when i was poverty-stricken as two of my ATM cards were faulty, you were there and gave me $$ to spend. HAHA. andddd i bought you a Belgian chocolate for raya gift which was very bizarre as people only give duit raya during raya.

now, we're totally apart. HAHA. you go your way and i go mine. it's very hard to accept it but hey! friends are like scattered leaves. they are EVERYWHERE but true friends are like pure diamonds which are very hard to find.

P/S: no matter how many times you called me stupid pukimakharam, you never fail to make me smile with your stupidity and astounding characteristics.

cheers to the 1 and only silly chicalaca.